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Thanksgiving, Days Between, and Release

 And as the days crawled by...maybe by the wedding...maybe by Thanksgiving...those days and weeks were pure torture for my soul. I couldn't concentrate, I couldn't pray, I wasn't functioning well emotionally. Yet we went through the motions. I along with all the mother's of the boys in captivity had the same thoughts in our minds...if the captives had their way we knew the women and children would be released first...we knew our son may be the last one remaining in the camp. And then what?...would my son be the one that would die for the sake of the rest of this group. So many tears were shed...yet, we felt a strange peace. I share with you the letter I wrote after their release.


                                                                                                                                                      1/6/2021

               And now sixty days had passed….our lives had set into a new routine. Every morning, those in captivity were the first thing on our minds. And every evening as the sun set in the west, our hearts felt heavy as we thought of them spending another night in captivity with evilness surrounding them.

               Day sixty two…John’s phone rang and woke us at 5:45 am. An Ohio number. Probably another early morning emergency family meeting as had happened at a similar time the morning after the first hostages were released. Groggily, “Hello….Austin…son, is it you?” John turned his phone on speaker and we heard our son’s voice after more than two months of not knowing for sure whether he was dead or alive. Tears streamed down our cheeks as we listened. His voice seemed strong. “Are you free?” “Yes, we are all free!” His voice sounded confident. “Are you ok?” “Yes, I’m fine. Lost a little weight though!” His voice sounded happy. “Did they release you?” “No, we walked out. We escaped.” His voice sounded energized. “Where are you now?” “At the CAM base,” Austin said, “getting ready to clean up and take a shower then looking forward to an amazing breakfast!” His voice sounded eager, not at all like the traumatized son we thought we might be hearing. We talked as fast as we could but all too soon he needed to go. Our phones started buzzing, “Is it true? Is Austin free?  Are all of the rest of the hostage free as well?” Things happened fast as we answered many calls and texts from family and friends. And the next morning we were on a flight headed to Miami to bring him home.

               It felt surreal as we saw him walk towards us across the hotel lobby. We held him tight not really wanting to ever let go. (I have hugged him several mornings since and told him I hope he doesn’t mind. It’s just so good to have him home). When asked if they were mistreated, he emphatically said, “No, for the most part, we were treated well.” Of course, there was terror and uncertainty, but God was so close to them. Many miracles that we, as Americans, haven’t ever seen, were so tangible and a daily occurrence it seemed. And in reality no man on the face of this earth can take the glory for their release—not CAM as an organization, not the FBI as negotiators, not even the gang members as those still holding them hostage—God led them out in much the same way as Paul and Silas. God’s plan was more intricate than anything we ever imagined, far different than we thought possible.

               Our church school moms had started meeting for prayer every day at 9 a.m. after they took their children to school. Circling a small church prayer room, they prayed each morning for Austin as well as our family. I joined them a few times, but in spite of the fact I couldn’t always be there, they persevered. As Austin has been telling his story and details are coming out, one detail stands out in my mind as noteworthy. The very hour we were praying for those in captivity, was in fact, the same hour that the captives gathered every day to pray their “deliverance prayer” as it came to be called. Every day, at 1:00 p.m. they pled with God to take them out of there. It is such an encouragement to know that while the prayers from this group of mothers were ascending to our Heavenly Father, prayers from a small circle of weary captives in a Haitian courtyard asking God to deliver them this day headed heavenward at the same time.

               I hope some of you have gotten the opportunity to listen to some of the testimonies of these seventeen. They each have a unique story that blends together in what the FBI told the group is “the greatest escape of all times.” What a miracle and all the glory goes to our heavenly Father!

                                                                                                       The End 

                                                                                    (but pray we will never forget)

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